my name is avery. i watch too much tv,
read too many books and invest myself into fictional characters.
i scare people lots because i walk very softly and they don’t hear me enter rooms so when they turn around i’m just kind of there and their fear fuels me
Can I talk about how as much as I loved the kiss last night, the lead up to it was amazing and perfect and so important to how I think the rest of the season is going to play out?
Specifically the moments of silent conversation before Emma kisses Killian.
First, she’s opened up — let him know that she has this press of guilt from the whole Regina scenario that’s keeping her from him, but then he gives her that look, that searching “open book” look we’ve seen from him before.
And when he sees that there’s something else going on — he automatically falls back on his own insecurities: that it’s him. That she’s having second thoughts. That in the light of day after the adrenaline of the adventure has worn off, the thing that has her avoiding him is that she’s decided that she doesn’t want him.
And he ducks his head to tell her he knows there’s something else wrong and can’t meet her eyes right away, but when he does his expression is completely different. The first look is open-eyed with that frown of concentration. When he looks up again, he’s almost schooled his expression to a casual one, brow nearly smoothed out, and he sets his jaw like he’s bracing for her to walk away.
And then the tables turn. She’s the one searching his face — trying to read him and understand him. And I just want to hug her because she’s opening herself up to him so that she can understand him. And you and you can see the second she realizes why he’s been so desperate for these moments all day — that he’s afraid she wants to take it all back and that avoiding him is the easiest way to do it.
You can see her mouth open slightly in understanding — and she wants to assure him that even if there’s something holding her back from completely settling into this newness, it’s not that she doesn’t want him. And she’s not yet comfortable with these blunt heart-to-hearts, but she can assure him all the same.
And I so think that’s going to be a theme this season. Killian’s got a lot of insecurities to deal with and a lot of adjustments to make. It’s going to be so beautiful to see Emma growing with him as her increasing openness assures him and his steadfastness assures her.
In Flo-Rida’s song “Low” he states that Shawty is wearing the apple bottom jeans, the boots with the fur AND the Reeboks with the straps, what is she some kind of four legged morph woman? In all honesty I’m not surprised the whole club is looking at her
"You wanna go home and see what’s on Netflix?"
"I don’t know what that is, but sure!"
DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WAS LIKE HE WAS A CHILD BEING GIVEN CANDY HE DOESN’T EVEN CARE AS LONG AS HE GETS TO SPEND TIME WITH HER HIS FACE WAS PURE HAPPINESS
I want to die